struggles...

Early this morning I realized just how powerful the physical aspects of a past relationship or relationships are. It can put a serious strain on developing relationships. It is harder than one thinks to change lifestyles, patterns, and habits...more so for guys I think but still hard no matter who you are. A guy I REALLY like is struggling with this which in turn is making me struggle with it. I know the best thing to do would be hold off on any physical things... that way we don't even open the door for temptation to come in. Sometimes I wish I could go back to being 13. I miss the simplicity of those relationships. We found contentment just in holding hands and hugging. I sure do miss those days sometimes.